I think I’m finally going to swallow my pride and go see a psychiatrist. I’ve been avoiding doing so for the past oh, 6 or 7 years. I really think that I have issues, and I’m not just saying that because everyone now a days has “issues”. I’m thinking that I have a form of Attention Deficit Disorder. I’ve taken a few quizzes online (thank god I have the Internet to diagnose me!! — just kidding of course) and from what I’ve read up on about it, I seem like a perfect fit for it. So what’s the big deal right? Just go see someone, talk to them, maybe get some medication, and learn to live / modify it as I get older. Well, my brother has bipolar and I see how he is, and I guess I don’t want to be associated with that. Now, before anyone jumps down my throat that has bipolar, I’m not saying anything negative against it. I guess what it’s like is, I’ve always been the “good kid” in my family. My brother was always the wild one with behavioral issues. You could say that my parents could find sanity in me when things with my brother were falling apart. I just don’t want to have that label that, sadly, my brother has dealt with. But as I get older, I realize that I’m really not so sane after all.
Sometimes, people really annoy me. For example, there’s this girl in one of my classes that everyday walks in at least 15 minutes late. You might suppose she had a class that always got out late, her last class was a long walk, etcetera. But oh no, everyday, along with walking in late, she always has her Starbucks with her. That is just so incredibly disrespectful, especially because it is such a small class. I don’t know if it’s the ohmigod I’m in college, so that means I can do whatever I want mentality or just pure ignorance, but it’s really distracting.
I’m so excited, one of my favorite comedians, Jim Gaffigan is coming to Cleveland in December. Tickets go on sale in a few weeks and I plan on ordering them the first day to hopefully get front row seats like we did for Louis C.K. He’s so funny because he does these little “voices” that are just, too funny. Incase you haven’t been introduced to the wonder that is Jim Gaffigan:
Probably his most “famous” bit:
Tom and I are always like Hoooottttt Pockeetts.
I think this is fitting for Easter:
Okay and just become I’m on a comic kick (as usual). We watched this today in my Disability class, and I think he’s pretty awesome. Josh Blue from Last Comic Standing.
Warning Language! Also Joe Rogan is too funny: